Have you ever felt desperate for change? You don’t necessarily know what you want, but you know it’s a change. Maybe you need to meet some new people or let some old people go. Or maybe you need to go somewhere new. Regardless, you need a change and you need it now.
That’s where I am. That’s where I’ve been for what seems like eight years (but it’s only been about six months… Same difference). I’m just so over everything. I need adventure. I need love. I need a change.
This comes as a total surprise, too. I’m on the right track. I have a wonderful job that I actually enjoy, I just bought a new car (His name is Watson), and I’m now looking for a house. Yep, this girl is rumbling into the adult world at full force. But I’m still not content. I need something.
Could it be that I’m the problem? I’m not the same person I was a year ago. Heck, I’m not the same person I was six months ago. Heartbreak and life will do that to ya. So maybe those dreams have changed? It’s like no matter what lines up in my life, it’s not enough.
All I can think about lately is how badly I wish I was in Paris right now. Writing under the Eiffel Tower waiting for Benedict Cumberbatch or Orlando Bloom to meet me for lunch. (Hey, a girl can dream can’t she?) :)
Maybe I’m just unrealistic. Or maybe I’ve finally realized that I don’t have to settle for life as usual and neither do you. Jesus came to this earth so that we could have life and live it ABUNDANTLY. It’s time to start dreaming again. It’s time to start believing again. It’s time for a new chapter, my friends.
So, Paris? Wait for me. This adventure is only beginning. Who’s with me?
Xo — Britt